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DUDE!! It's Feb already..how in the heck is time flying by so quick...well big news...I am back with Rich...we were only broken up for 4-5 days lol..I realize he is a good man and I had to let go of my fear. Fear of getting hurt again...I'm the one who's always saying love is risk. So this time I am giving it my all. Love is a risk.  Since we've been back together, things have been different. In a very good way...I feel more like myself when I am with him. Now I know that no relationship is perfect. Things aren't always going to be rainbows and sunshine. But I willing to go through with it in the name of love.

We went to Cali this past weekend..I had the time of my life. It was awesome, everything was great!!
God is good.

TTYL,
EMG

Because

Because things change so quickly. But guess what....I think I've gotten the hang of this...life is mysterious...it's crazy/beautiful.

Well I am single again and that's ok. I wasn't planning on settling for less than I deserve. Things changed. I realize that I have become a very hard person to love. I've built very high walls. Sadly, I don't think that's going to change anytime soon. Actually, I think it's a good thing. I know the man that will truly want to be with me and love me unconditionally will climb as high as he has to. He will not give up and when that happens he will forever have my heart. He will be my one true love. My king..my real king. For now, focus everything back on me. I am the love of my life.

God is good. He definitely loves me. I will say, I haven't been behaving how he would like to me. I am working on it. Day by day. He knows my heart.

Right now,  I have 4 buyers I'm working with and have 3 listings, 1 is closing in the next week or so.
I am keeping very busy but still enjoy my time off. I have many goals this year for real estate and really plan to accomplish them with whatever it takes. I need more money though, especially with all these trips I plan on taking this year!!

My poor Bo, is in pain again. It upsets my heart so much! I wish I could take the pain away. Praying for betters day because I will serious cry my eyes out the day I have to say goodbye to him :(

I have to drive home now, my father is living with me for a couple of weeks as he recovers.
I will try to make more time to blog..oh and my poerty..oh my gosh... I have so much inside of me. I need to get out.

TTYL
EMG

Madmen & Mondays

I am currently watching Madmen...can I just say that I LOVE this show. It's just so unique and entertaining. Seems like every episode has a secret in it not revealed until a couple shows later and I'm really into that. I'm glad I got into it before it ends forever. It's nice to watch the last episodes 'live' than later on on Netflix. I DON'T WANT IT TO END!!!!!

Soo..tomorrow's Monday again. I really want to change my attitude towards Monday. I have been thinking about this lately and I came to the conclusion that what I have to do is to make up something exciting about it, like how it feels to say TGIF after a long week. But honestly what exciting thing happens on Monday? I mean, I do love what I do and it shouldn't be so hard to get back to the grind after a day or two off right? But it's tough when you're your own 'boss'. My job depends on me to actually do work, you see, if I take Monday's off (the most important day of a work week) then my whole week is ruined! Oh Mondays, what am I going to do with you?

I am still working on me, I came to the realization (again) that it takes time..a lot of it. But I do see some progress so that's always helpful. I admit sometimes I get side tracked, it's soo easy to get off track...I just have to learn to get back on the train and continue to my destination.

TTYL,
EMG

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